1.08.2012
Chi-Town, Installment #2
1.07.2012
How Can it Be?
She's one. How is that even possible? It seems like last week that we were sitting in a Wyoming hospital waiting room in our own little made for TV movie, waiting and praying and waiting and praying for this little bundle of girlness to arrive. And hoping with all our hearts and souls that her birth parents would decide to allow us the privilege to raise her and love her and cherish her. January 7 of 2011 was the longest day of our lives. 8 hours waiting with a family that was so incredibly connected to us but yet total strangers. And a young, scared kid sitting in the corner, responsible for the existence of this baby girl. These two Wyoming kids did this amazing thing and I don't think they have any idea of just how much they have impacted our lives in the past year. I don't think they quite know just how mature and selfless their decisions were and what an absolute miracle of a baby they produced. I wish they could see her squinty smile and the way she giggles at herself. They would be so proud of what they did. I know we are.
This has been a year full of activity and laughter and crying and smiling and mess making and learning and growing and sleeping and eating and fighting and playing and developing and snotting and giggling and cuddling and screeching and living. At 12 months, Squirt is lovin life. She is quite independent and finds mischief around every corner. I'm getting used to Squirt produced mess. She's not quite walking, but close. She snuggles, a lot. And loves flashing her cheesy smiles to just about anyone who smiles back. She adores anything soft and cuddly and will bury herself in any unsuspecting rug or blanket available. She also adores her brother and finds him to be the most charming guy around. She's still a fabulous sleeper, still loves to eat (and toss her food on the floor) and still b-lines for all staircases. Now she can go down and up in a safe manner, so we've ditched the adult hazardous baby gates.
Chi-Town, Installment #1
There are a ton of pics, I know. But I can't leave out a morsel of memorable cuteness from my dude and dudette, so skip over the boring ones.
So concludes the Kwas family day. We managed to stay up until 11:30 for new years eve, which was more than fine with me. We're party people...what can I say? I'll do installment #2 of Tim's family day and more Chicago related fun soon.
1.06.2012
Mile High Talent Show
We have many talents here at the residence of Mile High Vogels. We sing, we wrestle ourselves, we are "so big," we play instruments. And so it wouldn't be right or just if I didn't share some of these talents with you. I put Dude and Squirt before my adult piano recital, as that's really intended for my dad. He loved it when I played this Mannheim Steamroller piece in high school and I've been practicing so he can hear it again in my oldish age. Feel free to skip over me. Focus on the cuteness that kicks off the video.
1.05.2012
Flowers and Candles
I have a New Year's Resolution. A legit one. I typically never bother because I can't come up with a resolution that I feel confident about keeping. Like exercising. But this one I do. Because it's simple (to most people). It should be simple, but for this planner and anxious stresser, it's not. Are you ready for this?
I'm going to breathe. Deeply. From the depths of my small chest to the top of my average sized nostrils and out my oh so big mouth. In slow motion and often. When Dude is asking why he can't have candy for breakfast for the 134th time in his cheapy birdlike voice, I'm going to breathe. When Squirt poops the very second we're loading up house and home to get Dude to school, I'm going to breathe. When I sit in 45 minutes of traffic trying to get my 8 hours in at the office, I'm going to breathe. When Tim tells me of another week long work trip, I'm going to breathe (more breathing will be required for this one). And when my house looks like the Polar Express just charged through it, depositing toys in every direction, I'm going to breathe.
The breathing won't be the hard part. It'll be the regular reminders to myself to produce the breath. I'm hoping this resolution will produce more calm around my house and that my handsome and naturally deep breathing husband will reap the benefits of my new, chill existence. Ok, that might be exaggerating what I'm capable of, but you get the idea. As Dude would say, "Smell the flowers and blow out the candles." Here's hoping for lots of visual flowers and candles for me in 2012. By the way, that's suposed to be me breathin' in the flowers above. In Tim's dreams.
1.04.2012
Dude and his Papa
I have a slew of pictures to get through from our Chi-town trip, so in the meantime, I decided to dedicate a post soley to my little man and his adoring Papa. The two of them make quite a pair and these shots are proof of their adoration for each other. Most of them were taken at Papa's gym, one of our favorite places to burn energy.




















































